The Love that Loves You

Out there in the universe is an energy that I call “the love that loves you”. You know it exists. You have felt it. In the past you have oftentimes become confused about that energy because it wasn’t coming from one consistent source.

At one time it perhaps seemed that ‘the love that loves you’ was sourced in Mommy and/or Daddy. But things happened to make you doubt their connection to that love. Sometimes it was a lover or really close friend that seemed to be the carrier of this love. Usually they have disappointed you at some time. Maybe you have gone, or are going through a period where you feel totally disconnected from this love. Many just give up on this love and put their attention to getting things like sex and money as a substitute.

But “the love that loves you” is real. It is alive and it is available to you. It is dedicated only to loving you and all you have to do is open up and receive it. This is good news! The bad news? Between you and it is your legacy of emotional pain. But “the love that loves you” wants to wash away that pain. It wants to hold you in its arms and tell you how beautiful you are. It wants to sing and praise your uniqueness. It adores your very life force and everything that life force emanates. If we can embody this love we will find that its source is as much within us as anywhere else. The fact is that, as the Beatles said, “…in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.”

Any love you have ever experienced in your life is just a tiny fraction of this love and this love is what you really are, under all of the pain and conditioning. When you become one with “the love that loves you” you become the source of everything you’ve ever been seeking. When you adore yourself, you see others as so much more adorable in their own unique ways. This is about becoming the love we’ve always been seeking. Only then can we start to manifest a life of manifestation rather than a life of pain avoidance.

BIO

I am an energy healer in New York City and I practice in Gramercy Park where I combine my unique insight to the healing and manifestation processes with a variety of energy-healing methods.   In my practice, I work primarily with clients in creative fields or those yearning to express their creative/manifesting potential.  I also work with people on the issue of relationships, abundance and career.

I am the founder of a new energy technique called Transformatology® and am also an advanced practitioner of VortexHealing® and Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis™.

Originally from California, I began exploring the wider world at an early age.   My travels and studies took me first to Sweden at the age of sixteen where I was a foreign exchange student.  At age eighteen, I moved to Israel where I completed an intensive Hebrew language course on a Kibbutz. I then lived in Sweden and later completed my Bachelors degree in International Affairs at the American College in Paris. Altogether I spent six years living in Europe. I have lived in Sweden, France, Germany, Belgium, Israel and England and speak Swedish, French and German besides my native English.

My actual introduction to the inner worlds of spirituality began at fourteen, when I met my first spiritual teacher, Laura Riene. She was my art teacher in summer school but turned out to be more of a guru.  She lovingly ripped my ego to shreds, and being near her was like what it must have been like being near Christ.  She was so full of wisdom that with one look, and without words, she would answer my most perplexing questions.  She radiated pure love but held an impossibly high standard or purity.  I’ve always felt that going to India and looking for a guru would be indulgent after having a teacher like that.   Mrs. Riene gave me spiritual homework that will never be fully complete. There was no use looking for more prescriptions from other teachers. I had to find it myself.

In 1998, I experienced my first energy healing breakthrough as a client and the event—a true aha! moment—immediately triggered my exploration into “alternative” approaches to healing. After that session I knew my life would change.  My six years of Doctoral Studies would have to end with a downgrade, a Master’s Degree in Political Science, and I ended up devoting myself to energy healing and personal transformation as a vocation. After that point I   I have trained in the healing modalities of Holographic Repatterning™, Reiki, VortexHealing®, and Dolores Cannon Quantum Hypnosis™.

Most recently, I have begun formulating my own unique system of energy healing. This system, called Transformatology®, is based on the premise that all of our issues can be resolved by animating our Core Frequency™.  This system will begin to be offered to students of energy healing and personal transformation in workshops starting in mid-2012.

ACCEPTING, ACKNOWLEDGING AND LOVING THE SELF: A Prerequisite to Conscious Manifestaton

I would like everyone who reads this to take one minute and love yourself.  Just one minute.  But you have to mean it.  You have to feel it.

Why?  Because you’d like to consciously manifest a more harmonious reality.

Absolute self acceptance and deep self love are major prerequisites to conscious manifestation that oftentimes get ignored. We visualize and imagine and do all of the other manifestation work but we forget to prepare ourselves to receive.  And, you cannot receive anything you are not the frequency of.  In fact, many of us dream of creating magnificent realities for ourselves in order to escape our own self judgement.  We imagine if we had more, we would feel better.  In fact, conscious manifestation works in the opposite direction.  We manifest our reality based, to a great degree, on our emotional state.  For our intentions to become manifested in reality, it is very important to prepare the ground. You are that ground. Your essence is divine and worthy of all that you can conceive of.

Many times we seek the power of conscious manifestation in order to overcome feelings of powerlessness, inadequacy or some sort of inferiority. When we do this, we send out the message that we are powerless, inadequate and inferior. That message of unworthiness energetically combines with our positive, divinely-inspired intention and creates a less than satisfactory situation. The two energies cancel each other out. Also, we are telling the universe that we are not really a good place to direct the goodies towards. You are asking the Universe out on a date but starting the conversation off with, ” I know you’d rather go out with my friend but, gee, you are so great and I would really like…….” Aaaahhhh! Feel the vertigo as you fall down that good ole bottomless pit.

Conscious manifestation begins with, “I am …..” and proceeds to “I desire…..”

If we don’t love who we are, we cannot receive what we desire on a consistent basis.

And the process for not loving who we are comes down, to a large degree, to Emotional Repression.  We repress the emotions we are ashamed of and they turn into angry inner children who have the power to derail our ambitions…..More on that in another post.

 

What a Modern Wizard Does

 

I define a wizard as someone who helps people magically transform.  The highest form of transformation is self realization.  From there, a person can manifest a life of authentic creativity which automatically leads to joy and happiness.  As a wizard and healer I have a unique gift for guiding people to their highest truth.  I do not have that truth.  You do.  And you have seen it.  It is reflected in your highest excitement and aspirations.  It is also usually muddied by some degree of hesitation and confusion.

I have observed that each of us has a unique gift to offer the world.  We also have a unique mosaic of ‘issues’ and conditioned patterns of negativity, reactivity and limitation.  We have a choice:  we can either surrender to our conditioning patterns and reactivity or, we can surrender to the commitment to revealing our unique gift to the world.  It is all about whether we choose to set out on the path of empowerment through surrender.  If we can surrender the past, we can claim the present.  And that’s the only way to have an impact on the future.

As we clear the patterning holding us back in life, Conscious Manifestation becomes the main focus of this work.  There is a spiritual acceleration occurring on the planet at this time.  Many people have theories on what is happening.  I love reading about them all but, the most impressive thing is seeing the way people are opening to change these days.  It is being widely seen that we can transform ourselves through many types of therapies and manifest improved life situations.  We really do create our own reality.  The choice is only whether we do it consciously or not.

The most difficult aspects of this acceleration is for people who refuse to move and change along with the intensifying energies.  There is a secret many know, that if we can completely feel the feelings we most fear, we can transcend the conditioning that we have built up to protect ourselves from them.  We see so many in society doing everything they can to ignore the feelings within them.  These feelings spring from divine source and contain the roadmap home.  They are the intuition that keeps us on the path.  The only problem is that when they have been ignored for so long, they are hard to read.

So, what I do is to help my clients find their highest truth.  Most of my clients are in creative fields so most of my work is about helping people dare to express from their deepest place of truth.  But, we are all creators and we are all artists when we move into the realm of Conscious Manifestation and artists must have the courage to expose the soul eternally.  As we move in this direction, all of the conditioning patterns that have been obscuring the truth emerge.  It is challenging to evolve but when we remain stuck, cyclical patterns of suffering are guaranteed.  The most powerful state we can enjoy is the state of vulnerability and openness.

I work mainly with the tools of Vortexhealing ® , Dolores Cannon Quantum Healing Hypnosis™ and my own method called Transformatology® to clear this conditioning.  The energy work that I do is very powerful in bringing about life-changing transformation.  The work brings clients to a place where the self and all of the feelings can be honored for the divine wisdom they point to and ultimately, contain.